Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people (don't list names):
1. Shit I really like you. I don’t know what it is that you do or why I didn’t notice anything before now, but I’m really glad we’re talking. It might just be the fact that I have no one right now that makes you such a godsend but I’m just very very happy to be your friend and you’re such a perfect snowflake. I’m always happy talking to you and you make my day a little better when you’re around. I don’t want you to get involved with me because you deserve so much better than what I can give you, but at the same time I’d really love for you to stick around because I haven’t felt this way in a long long time.
2. If we were such good friends, where were you?
3. Guess I was right. I’m disappointed, not surprised.
4. FOR the LOVE of GOD. Stop texting me.
5. I’m flattered that you like me and you’ve been nothing but nice to me, but I haven’t spoken like 20 words to you. From what I can tell you’re a sweetheart, but I don’t like you in that way. We can totes be friends though.
6. Sorry that I wasn’t interested in you?
7. Yes we will be best friends this year and do all sorts of cool stuff. By cool stuff I mean just playing around and being nerds because that’s all we seem to know what to do. I’ll make you that Bananadile split too. I’m so so super excited, but I know you like me because of the blatant flirting. You’re such a perfect human, but I just don’t like you romantically.
8. I’m sorry you were in love with the idea of me rather than the actual person in front of you.
9. I was pretty sure you hated me for a while to be honest. I guess you don’t?
Nine things about yourself:
1.I have a slew of medical conditions and the list is growing. I have polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, Insulin resistance, fibromyalgia, Cystitis, and severe back pain that has not yet been diagnosed. I’m also constantly sick.
2.I don’t believe you have to necessarily love someone to be sexually interested in them. If I want to have sex with someone, and they return that emotion, then as two consenting adults, it should be perfectly acceptable. I don’t appreciate slut shaming as long as emotions are made clear between the 2+ parties involved.
3. I want to go into the medical field, specifically as a medical examiner. However, I’m so afraid I won’t qualify because my grades are awful due to emotional turmoil.
4. I’m very disappointed in my grades because I know I can do better, but I just don’t care half the time.
5. Mispronouncing words on purpose around me when you know I hate that is one of my biggest pet peeves.
6. My second is dad Jokes and “I don’t know; CAN you?”
7. I show my affection by trying to get reactions out of you and/or
8. i am a slut and i hate that word so much
9. i bite my nails all day everyday because of stress
Eight ways to win your heart:
1. Try to include me in things, even if they’re silly like going to buy sweaters.
2. Take naps and sleep with me in a non sexual way.
3. I really love just little random gifts, like “Hey, I thought of you when I saw this, so I got it for you.”
4. Understanding that I’m quiet sometimes and that I do need my space more often than not.
5. Going out of the way to talk to me.
6. Be my friend; no story book romances for me. I want someone who I can have fun with.
7. Tell me if something I said or did upset you; half the time I mean to help. I can just be a little insensitive
8. Listening and accepting my emotions when I’m comfortable enough to share them. It doesn’t happen often, and they’re rarely pretty emotions, but they’re mine none the less. It means to world to me when someone doesn’t judge me for what I feel.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
1. If I could kill you right now and not get caught I would.
2. why aRE WE NOT GOING SPEED LIMIT.
3. They don’t really like you.
4. FUCK YOU.
6. I miss it, but I don’t regret it.
7. Why can’t I sleep
Six things you wish you never had to do:
2. Have emotions
3. Take Medication
4. Live with Physical pain every day
Five turn offs:
2. Highly emotional men
3. Smelling like they haven’t bathed in a month
5. Being Shorter than I am
Four turn ons:
1. Taller than me
2. Confident enough to initiate and hold intelligent conversation
3. Someone who will listen to me and not disregard my opinions and emotions as not good enough or wrong
4. Nice arms and shoulders are great
Three wishes for your future:
1. To not have to be afraid of normal things, like having a family.
2. Have my emotions recognized by someone, despite their negativity and fluctuations.
3. Enough money to live comfortably.
Two things you want to do before you die:
1. Run away from it all.
2. See the world
One possession you could not live without:
1. My car
1. Are you single?
Sure am; hoping to change that soon.
2. Date girls or boys?
So far only boys.
3. Done any drugs?
4. How old are you?
5. Adidas or Nike?
Disagreements on pretty much everything. We couldn't talk to each other without a mediator.
7. What’s the most traumatic thing that’s happened to you?
I'll pass on sharing that.
8. Do you have any siblings?
One brother w5'6ho looks like the son of God
9. How tall are you?
10. Do you smoke?
11. Ever been to a festival?
All the time.
13. Favourite pair of shoes?
20 dollar pair of boots from rue 21.
14. Would you ever be in a long distance relationship?
I did; it sucked. Not gonna do it ever again.
15. Would you ever have a threesome?
I could be persuaded into it.
16. Have you had a threesome?
17. If someone paid you to delete your tumblr how much would you insist it be?
Their life savings.
18. What was your last lie?
"I'm just tired."
20. What is your greatest strength or weakness?
Strength: Quick wit
21. What is your perfect pizza?
Every pizza is a perfect pizza; I don't descriminate.
22. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
GDI it's Tuesday.
23. Do you get along with your family?
24. Ugly and live forever or attractive and die in a year?
Attractive and die in a year.
25. What cheers you up?
Markiplier and the cast of supernatural interacting with each other :3c
26. Weed or Alcohol?
I've only ever drank so alcohol
27. What turns you on?
A lot of things but definitely a strong jawline and rolled up button ups.
behavior wise; holding a conversation and approaching me to talk of your own volition.
28. How many relationships have you been in?
Define "relationship". Purely sexual; 3. Serious: Just 1
29. How many people have you slept with?
None; got close with one guy but we didn't go all the way.
30. How many followers do you have?
75 beautiful watchers <3
31. Who is your favourite rapper?
32. Who’s your favourite artist?
Fall Out Boy
33. If you had to fuck a celebrity who would you fuck?
Too many to choose; probably Jared Padalecki.
34. If someone paid you 1 million would you fuck Lindsey Lohan’s dad?
I'm not too sure about that; I'll probably pass.
35. Kendall Jenner or Kylie Jenner?
Neither thank you.
36. What’s the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to you?
Men. Men are the weirdest thing that's ever happened.
37. What’s the funniest thing that’s ever happened to you?
There's a ton of things---
38. Do you have a job?
I have two
39. On a scale of 1 to 10 how much does tumblr rule your life?
40. If you could sell your soul what would you want in return?
Probably to be able to have some truly positive emotions.
41. Ever sent nudes?
Ew no. People have asked.
42. Would you ever shave your head?
Probably not. I like my hair.
43. Would you rather sniff coke or MDMA?
Neither thank you.
44. Instagram or Facebook?
I hate both.
45. Last person that text you?
Probably my mother; I don't text as much now a days. I don't really have too many friends.
46. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done?
Ehhhhh...Let my pride get in the way and not regret it at all.
47. Ever cheated on a partner?
48. Ever self harmed?
Yeah; still do.
49. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?
Probably trying to help someone else.
50. Do you have a crush?
Maybe a little bit I don't really know how I feel about him
That and ever-so-jAntly <3 She's so lovely